L.O.V.E. (go back »)

If someone asked me to define love, I couldn't. Could you? "The most essential things in life are beyond definition." It's something you can't put into words, you can only feel it with your heart. Have I ever loved before? Sure I have. But I question myself.  What made me fall out of it? Why isn't it forever? How can 2 people who care about each other so much it hurt, let it slip away? I think I've come a LONG way from where I was 2 years ago. I just need to work a little bit more on my confidence or lack there of. I could be so much better than this, than what I give myself credit for.  I let the stupidest things bring me down. It's not about forgetting. Some things will always be embedded in your brain. It's about forgiving. And I need to be less of a grudge. I've gotta learn to be truly happy with myself, and then some. If someone asked me 5 years ago where I thought I'd be today. Ha, well it's definitely not here. I saw myself with so much more than this. I had passion. I really did have a dream. I guess now I have to go after it. Work harder and "strive for the stars" even tho it seems the impossible. I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel yet but I know it's there. It's gotta be.